vrijdag 20 april 2012

If I die young


If my life ends very soon
Don’t forget me
Like Bruno mars you can talk to the moon
Or hold tight to your memory

The sharp knife
Cuts me down
It was my destiny to have a short life
I fell without a frown

I did all I could do and more
In such a short time
It made me sick and sore
But I’m still fine

If I die young
Don’t cry
Remember me like the lyrics of a song
Finally I can fly

Remember that I will miss you
My candle of life is broken
Don’t reach for something new
My last words are spoken

My love for you died along with me
You have to leave me alone
Why can’t you see?
I tossed you away like a stone

My thought are lost forever
It is funny that people start to listen when you are dead
I’ve lost the memories of us together
You were always so happy but now sad

My colours is a black shade
I wanted to be a rainbow
The bright colours are going to fade
I never listen even if you told me so

My father
Is broken and lost in his tears
My mother
Broken and surrounden by her fears

When the sun is shining
I’m watching you from up here
It is very frightening
To see that life isn’t fair

My eyes were brown
Now they are an empty black
When I look down
I realise the pain of can’t going back

So cold
But you felt so warm
Easy to hold
Easy to harm

Lord let me protect my loved ones
Let them be fine
Let them be  like suns
Let them shine



Poisoned


I wish you are resting in peace girl
Your life was such a mess
Emotions all twisted in a swirl
You’re killed and the pain is now fearless

The murderer is me, me alone
I poisoned you
Because you’re heart is nothing more than stone
I have no regret and I don’t want to start something new

At your funeral your family crashed down
Now you are in hell my dear
I swear you wear the crown
The crown of my fear

When you died my love
I felt nothing but fear
You are free like a dove
I’m glad I murdered you my dear


 

 









dinsdag 20 december 2011

By Myself

People are dying of cancer
Sadness is spreading quick
I don't have an answer
But I know it is making me sick


I can't believe my heart
It says I have to leave
Why is life so hard?
Is there any relief?


I'm so afraid
Hope and Faith are true religions
I'm trusting in Faith
Because Hope is the reason why I'm suspicious


Gandhi says "You must be the change you want to see"
Whatever you do in life is insignificant but important to do it
That's where it hav to start by me!
But I refuse to think it would help a bit


My fear is sinking in
I listen to Gandhi and be the change I wanted to see
I let Gandhi win
He was right I had to start by me




The Agony

I have nothing left to lose
I lost my feeling of love and fear
I lost you, my perfect muse
I never let a single tear

The Agony is biting my heart
It's cutting my eyes
The pain is tearing me apart
The Agony is the consequence of my lies

Lies about my live
Lies about you
Lies about the pain of a knife
I just wanted to start something new

A new live, A new begin
I have no purpose in live
I just want something to win
I just want a new reason to survive

I don't care about the nothingness inside of me
The sacrafices destroyed my reasons to excist
The sacrafice of becoming enemy
Evil power is hard to resist

The Agony is the venom in my skin
I'm the monster in your head
Just a beast within
I want it to be death

I'm so sorry
But all the lights goes out in the end
This is the way it's gotta be
Candle is the light I pretend

In the end I have to discover
My personal punishment
A way to suffer
Suffering untill the end